Sunday, March 20, 2016

Lost Everything

Last night I had a dream where I lost everything in one day. I've lost everything in real life before, but this dream was just terrible. 
I was in a beautiful white dress, the room was decorated in turquoise and white. I was going over my past terrible relationships and why I gave each one everything I had and they all failed. Suddenly I realized I was in a wedding dress, a beautiful flowy dress with a veil that was just a pretty. I was so confused and had no clue who I would be marrying. Suddenly I was at the end of the isle and looked and saw the most gorgeous person. I met them at a bar in real life a few weeks ago. So I was shocked that it seemed like I barely knew this person and we were getting married. But then in the dream I remember I took a chance and asked them out and it turned into a beautiful relationship that people only read about. Then the ceremony barely begun when my betrothed stopped the pastor and apologized saying they couldn't do it, and they ran away. I went home crying. Meanwhile my boss was waiting at home for me, she was yelling at me for messing up something with my car and took it for a drive. She came back with a different car and said it wasn't mine anymore, it was now her oldest kids so that they could drive to work. I became angry and said I didn't want to watch her kids anymore, but that I would still work in her office. She told me no, that if I didn't watch her kids I wouldn't work in the office either and I was fired. So now I had been left at the alter, my car taken away, and jobless/homeless all on one day. I packed some things in a backpack and started walking. Then I woke up. 

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